Aphrodite's diary

Whaley

2012-02-01T21:04:00.001+07:00

The feelings that you get when one by one your problems settled. Alhamdullilah. Syukur. Teruskan begini. Kerja? Oh doing good. Teruskan begini. Akhir tahun kita jumpa di England.

morning benders

2012-01-30T11:55:00.000+07:00

We'll still be best friends when all turns to dust

one thing

2012-01-28T13:40:00.001+07:00

I feel so loved.When I listen to this song.

dont you remember?

2012-01-27T12:00:00.003+07:00

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, none a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any sins,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

Gave you space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

izyan emosi lebih

horse 1990

2012-01-27T08:13:00.003+07:00

The Horse feels weak this year and suffers from 3 kinds of afflictions; mishaps, accidents and problematic people. They are also affected by the unhappiness star and could suffer from poor health.Focus on self-improvement this year so that you'll be ready to seize future opportunities when it comes. You will do exceptionally well career wise this year. March will be a good time if you are thinking of a job change. It would be advisable for you to follow a proper diet and take adequate rest this year with such a hectic schedule all through the year.

Maybe I should move on and focus on my career? what say you my friends?

Virgo on 26.1.2012

2012-01-26T12:49:00.001+07:00

Disappointment in a friend or lover and/or the realization that you have been neglecting your own needs for socializing, affection, and companionship is indicated. In either case, loneliness and feelings of desolation may arise. Perhaps you are sacrificing pleasure and love for the sake of achievements or to meet responsibilities. However, if you find yourself really unhappy right now, you probably need to reassess the balance in your life between work and play, between emotional needs and practical concerns.

262626

2012-01-26T11:16:00.003+07:00

I'm the last one still waitin for you to lock the door
Now that I've done my time
I need to move on
Never asked you to change
But sadly you don't feel the same
About me

unforgiven II

2012-01-22T19:28:00.000+07:00

cause I am the one who waits for you

siapa?

2012-01-19T13:31:00.003+07:00

orang dulu dulu kata tahi lalat belakang leher maknanya mentua sayang.

dulu : oh haha tu la. sayang la kot.7 tahun lagi.lek je dulu.haha dia kan sorang lelaki. mesti mak mentua dia syg aku lebih.cheyyyyyyy

sekarang : orang dulu dulu kata tahi lalat belakang leher maknanya mentua sayang.
siapa mentua kau?

the end.

kittybat

2012-01-17T11:40:00.001+07:00

i love this kittybat. *snugglesnuggle

End

2012-01-15T21:54:00.001+07:00

Goodbye. Wish you all the best. I hope next time when we meet again, u on one knee down and a ring in your pocket along with you.

I will always love you. Always .

Boys

2012-01-12T11:48:00.001+07:00

Reality
Girlfriend : all I want is only to be loved and to be needed by you.
Boyfriend : I'm trying. Blablabla. Respect.blablablabla trying
Girlfriend : blablabla not much to asked
Boyfriend : ..
Girlfriend : hey
Boyfriend : ..

* boyfriend falls asleep while having a conversation with girlfriend

Next morning

Boyfriend : I tertidur last night. I'm sorry
Girlfriend : ok takpe. Dah biasa.
Boyfriend : dah breakfast?
Girlfriend : (pfft !$@-! ) belum.
Boyfriend : ok I pun.
Girlfriend : *rasa nak bunuh diri

Expectation
Boyfriend and girlfriend argued . Boyfriend says sorry (please insert some nice words that a girlfriend would like to read) to girlfriend .
Happily ever after.

* if you want to have a girlfriend, please take care of her feelings every single day. They don't want you to be all romantic everyday . Just once a week is fine. Tell her you are lucky to have her. And SHOW to her you really love her. Just a little bit attention is fine. Or more is good actually.they nagged cause they want to save their relationship. Feel her heart. Wear her high heels. Not much to ask. If they have time for you . They make time for you. Why won't u make time for her ?

A

2012-01-02T20:54:00.001+07:00

I need someone new.something new.

2012 / 22

2011-12-31T10:52:00.001+07:00

Today will be the last day of 2011. May next year will be a good year to all of us.

celine & hermes

2011-12-28T13:58:00.002+07:00

my dream bag

Realize

2011-12-27T20:39:00.001+07:00

As u can see. I gained weight.again. After raya I stopped dieting and eat eat like a mad cow. Lol instead of letting people to call me fat,mok and chubby.how about this time I really2 work real hard to go down till 58kg.not that bad Kan. Just work that ass a bit. No more cheating. Insyallah boleh. Kurus mcm ni. Kan elok tu Kan.

Eyes closed

2011-12-19T21:55:00.001+07:00

Life is hard.no doubt about that.life is unfair.seriously agree 100%. Good friends will be there when you are down.I doubt that. Heh.chances to get a good loyal friend is only 10%. Somehow I learn something time by time.but not to be myself and be the reality is really harder than I thought.

When facing the reality, everyday is a fucking bad day for me. Not only I collapse few times, but probably my heart stops few times tho. I'm not complaining.I'm just telling how hard is the work life. I wish I can be a student again.I wish I can turn back time. U will be pissing in your pants if u know your problems could be in your daily routine.

Straighten

2011-12-15T18:38:00.001+07:00

I complained too much. I really do complained too much. I should be thankful for what I have now. Maybe should put my chin up for few months and bite the bullet instead let the bullet kill me.

2011-12-15T10:40:00.001+07:00

I hope next year will be a better year for me. Better me. This year only makes me stronger.When I was in Singapore, I wrote my wish on this white balloon and they will placed it at sea infront of the marina bay sand hotel

2011-12-13T12:35:00.000+07:00

changed my blog's title. and Im home from my trip. :)

Kota Singa

2011-12-08T22:14:00.001+07:00

Hi.
Can't believe I am actually going outside of the country without my dad.I'm going to miss my dad.really2 bad.and Billy. And mom too. :/

I hope this trip wont fail me.I hope everything's going to be okay.safe flight pergi Dan balik . Aminn.

DISS DISS

2011-12-06T17:41:00.003+07:00

sometimes Im not sure myself what I really want in my life. Too much work then I complained.Too much stress then I will in my cranky mood. Too much happiness, then I will forgot who I am. I AM PROBLEM.

2011-11-18T15:12:00.000+07:00

Oh my.. December already. Rough year for me.months by months something bad will happen. But here I am still standing with a bit of feeling sad. I made it through.My patience is all worth it I guess.Hope so this year will end with a good feeling.

#work
I'm a permanent staff now.sigh. Not happy with this offer.they lied to me.they give me a salary lower than a waiter.they said they will give me better salary but in a second they changed their mind.including the GM himself. My managers and my director asked me to chow for a better future.but sadly I take this offer and stay.yes I'm a failure.I didn't take chances. I'm very comfortable with this zone.this environment with my managers.but the problem is how the HR dept treat me.so unprofessional.yes I was at my lowest point in my life at that time. Diluah mati mak.ditelan mata bapak. It sucks to feel that way. But I take this as a lesson and this will make me me even stronger. To those who read my tweets.they know the story.

#relationship
Happy 3rd year anniversary love.I can't believe I've been with the same man for three years now.ha.couldn't believe myself either.too young to think about marriage. Too young to think about the future with him.but hey everyone has their own dream right? Dramas and too many problems this year.Up and down he still there.we cried we laugh we share things but certain things it's good to keep inside.wish us the best.

#friendsforbenefit
Yes. Most of my friends.don't take this personally young people.this is life.this is real.If too fragile to handle.stop and move forward. This kind of people will break us down.I've been to this situation so many times.I'm not sure myself why I let people do that to me. Some, they want us to ask.if we ask they push us away.Some, want us to listened and give advice.but they don't want to listen.and some, they have mood swings. But I'm still here. Facing the same shit.the same problem the same people. It's like I'm married to them.no don't take this wrongly.I love all my friends.I love them so much I rather listen and act stupid.cause that is really makes them happy .

#halfbreed
I miss all my cats. :(

Thanks for reading.flying off to Kota Singa with my man in 3 days.can't wait! Will write some post soon.oh shit.I'm turning 22 next year.

xx izyanzulaidi

1,2,3 i love u

2011-11-09T16:17:00.001+07:00

pre advanced birthday present .

not so suprise party all in polaroid.Later will scan.Too lazy to update.No time.
ha bye shortest post ever.

2011-10-07T09:34:00.001+07:00

bloody samosa

2011-10-07T03:55:00.000+07:00

hi. sorry for posting a quite number of sad entries.Currently, I don't have any interest what to do in my life.I am mad for who am I right now.in any ways.just stressed and angry for not being what I want to be.

I am not a good daughter, not a good friend, not a good worker, best of all not a good girlfriend. so sad to know that you don't have faith in yourself.I am jealous, angry and sad.do I make a good person to you?

Now, I have to decide which department sales catering or sales n marketing. looks easy but it's tougher that you think.my first job, I don't want to make a mistake that decides low path in my life.I've struggle to much this year.not a good year for me tho but feeling ok but not happy is fine with me now.

I want one person.one person who understands and gives a good advice about my life.I am 21 but not matured enough to make decisions.I am afraid to make decisions. Im afraid it will turn out to be a bad decisions.

or maybe I think too much? no.when you reached one certain of age or level, you have to think. about your life. I have seen to many low paths in my life, but not that strong enough to make em as inspirational to build me up.

to build a life.yes, my life.I don't think I have the confident or maybe I'm not sure i can satisfy their needs.21 is just a number.but Izzit the number you think it's time for you to grow up and leave all the fun behind?

do you think, susah susah dahulu senang senang kemudian really works ? cause I'm holding to that since I'm in my first semester.

do you ?

zynzld

a

2011-09-26T01:30:00.000+07:00

for 2 days straight I am suffering from food poisoning and fever is decreasing a lil bit.guess what who came to pay a visit ? period cramps.not now can you? but I hope I'm getting better next week because I cannot tahan.my body is very weak and aching.

previous post, I posted few photos from my surprise birthday party that afiq made it for me.I was incredibly happy on that day eventho earlier that afternoon,I'm working and it's not even my birthday yet.lol but I'm happy . thanks for those who came and make it happen. appreciate it so much guys .<3

6 weeks to go and my internship is over.can't wait for that to happen.despite the fact I hate working there due to the stress and negative vibe, I actually so sad cause I'm going to leave all the awesome cool people who work there and support me. but who knows, if there's a position i can slip on , it's good for me tho.

now there,
friends come and go right? do you think your bestfriend is actually your bestfriend? hmm how am I suppose to blow this up.i probably can't spill this up but all I want to say, no one in this world even your bestfriend is being nice to you.how nice he/she was, there is one thing she/he going to fucked you up.just saying but probably most of my words are right.

at the end of the day, you will probably talking to yourself or write a blog about a friend who fucked u up big time .not most of it, the real one.keep closed. the fake one, make use of em like they used you.

i have nothing to offer you accept for my love, I maybe harsh,fat,ugly and all things u said to me that night. but one thing for sure I will forever love you .always.

x
Izyan z

21

2011-09-20T13:06:00.002+07:00

bye.malas nak tulis.cukup syarat pun okay kan.
:)

one and only

2011-08-27T18:23:00.000+07:00

first time blogging from my phone.so weird and small.heh and yes,I am still having my difficulties for this year .and it just won't fucking stop.but I can't complain .and u know why.

and it is confirmed! I'm going to SG with afiq end of this year. finally, I need a vacation, along with my man and yes, it is not new york but I can get down to that.

now, less than 3 months and im done doing my practical.yeayer! long way to go but what the heck right?

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin dari saya & Billy .

life

2011-08-05T23:55:00.006+07:00

2011-08-05T22:59:00.002+07:00

since I have nothing to do now.I am going to do a survey from tumblr.Yes, Survey is weird. But. really, free time right now.

1.Weird things you do when you're alone?
It probably be I sang with my tone out of tones.lol

2.How have you changed in the past two years?
I have changed a lot.I tell you, A LOT. but my annoyingness still increase day by day.

3.What kind of person attracts you?
what kind of person?could be nice hair, and nice personality.Not a talkative person, but when he's with me.he talks alot.I like that.

4.What you wear to bed?
Usually a cheap boxer from giant, and big old shirt.

5.The person you like and why you like them
wow.tough.I do like a lot of people.who inspires me.and such.I cant even mention 1.I fancy justin bieber.a lot.I mean A LOT.

6.Your opinion on cheating on people
My opinion on this, well,basically my ex cheated on me.Few of em.It hurts.a lot.because we are kind of devoted to them for months and years,and then suddenly they found someone else then leave you just like that.cannot ah like that kan, when you get bored with someone, find a solution.Dont cheat.better leave them with realreason and explain.

7.Something you're currently worrying about.
my future.my family and my future.

8.Your last kiss
My last kiss? I have been dating with the same man for 3 years,so if you asked my last kiss ,mannnn wrong question.

9.My views on drugs and alcohol
I dont do alcohol.Never taste it before.Jadi bartender pernah.Minum tak.Enuff said.hihi

10.Your current relationship,if single discuss how single life is
currently in a relationshiop with Muhammad Afiq Hamidi.I dont have to explain kan?

11.Things you want to say to an ex
I can choose only one? alorhh.haha takpe,korang have a good life in future and doa you guys dapat a better gf and better life.

12.A date you would love to go on
Justin Bieber.

13.Something disgusting you do
I like to pick my noise.

14.The best thing happen to you this week
This week gloomy.sorry.:/

15.3 Things you are proud of about your personality
Im a joker.I can make the awkward moment burst into a laughing scene.lol
A good listener maybe?

16.Things that make you scared
Clown.

17.Disrespecting parents
For me, children learn from their parents.Lack of love and intention leads to disrespecting.

18.Something that never fails to make you feel better
Cats.and tumblr.and big cats.

19.The last argument I had?
Cant recall.Most of the time, I will mute myself off.

20.Something you cant seem to get over with
My past.my lovely past.

21.Things you want to say to 5 different people
Adele - I really like your songs, your voice, the way you write your songs.your past is lovely.

Justin Bieber - I like you a lot.

Karnain - Thanks for everything.You are such a lovely good friend.

Family - How I wish I can put into sentences.

Afiq - You have made me a better woman and stronger inside.

22.Your dreams
Bakery shop,New York, Maldives , good steady life.and a better muslim

2011-07-31T13:43:00.003+07:00

selamat berpuasa untuk semua muslim di dunia.semoga amalan kita pada bulan ini diberkati. Amin. ouh other part of my life, just spent RM800 for 3 days shopping.and 50% regret.lol and bought a Koi necklace.hihi

selamat berpuasa everyone!

2011-07-18T19:31:00.000+07:00

dying slowly cause of this internship.

all this while..

2011-05-28T12:28:00.000+07:00

i miss updating my blog.sorry for lack of posts readers.i must say,i am too lazy to write.the internet is way too slow too view my dashboard in tumblr,so that is why im here updating my blogspot because im too bored doing nothing.All i have been doing is eating and sleeping.that is totally not healthy.

next month which is on 13th, the torturing starts.ok ,haha no joke.my last practical what i meant actually.i chose concorde KL,because they give us allowance which is great because paycheque i will get every month starting next month is high than i expected.So, i chose them but i do not know yet, weather they choose me back.so for now,lets pray that they choose me to be their intern.

and end of november , real job starts.either i choose to teach or to served.until next year on june or july, degree is coming right up after june.or july.cant wait to have a real job,real paycheque.well,my dad did.heh.but it is good for me.matured me i suppose.
hhaha

but at the same time,im afraid to do my internship,what if im not doing my best?they wont what they called?purpose?no.like offering you job in their hotel permanently .maybe i think to much?maybe.lets pray that i will do my best.good luck to me.yeay!heh.

last week in shah alam is hell of awesomeness.spent time with loved ones, is like so sad actually.especially mak,one of my housemate.she is 46 years old.that is why we all treat her like our mom.but she is a cool mom.like seriously.haha u dont want to hear what we forced her to do,she tought us life.seriously.thanks.

especially mala,my 4 years housemate technically she's been sleeping next to me everyday.lol that sounds weird ayye? haha i know you will be reading this because i know all my friends love to studying or i must say stalking.haha they good at it actually. thanks for everything and thanks for being my loyal friend.:)

this is not a goodbye post.haha but if you find this post annoying,you may click x at the right of your screen.it just ,it is sad to leave my friends.not my 3 bitches,they all coming with me.haha so im not worried at all.cause i will be seeing them everyday for 5 months.aten,tasya and sasha.

lately i turned down invites from my friends, dona and ika , karnain , stella which i miss the most right now,my ex schoolmates, i dont know,maybe im afraid to let go.cause it hurts when u suddenly clicked with your friends and then few weeks,they poofff! i dont want to get hurt.im sorry guys. sometimes ,people forget eachother.i dont want to be the person who being forgotten by others.

i have plans,im going to fullfilled it one fine day.just wait.oh afiq?yeah we are still in a relationship,this year is our 3rd year.now that is weird.we are still together.haha in a good way tho.i love him too much and that is why i want him around by my side all the time but he is a hardworking guy i cant blame him for not being around me whenever i wanted him too.i guess he knows i am crazy inlove with him , until today.haha but he prty much dont show his feeling towards me .im okay with that.

hunger for love?haha no.we are like fire and water.im the fire.not him.haha lately he is being diffrent.i dont know.must have been the feelings.maybe. oh and i did enlarge my ear to 6^. afiq finds me very sexy.he said, not me.maybe a compliment which he never tell me that im cute or something.LOL. i know, guys are weird.

this is not my last post.haha im bored and that is why i typed this long.oh yeah,i still cant get over with justin.aha

ok bye have fun.

2011-04-30T17:40:00.002+07:00

from MGMT concert,justinbieber concert,joel madden ,friends all in polaroid shot

caught a fever

2011-04-22T20:27:00.003+07:00

hi, first of all.bieber's concert was fucking awesome.i was crying and sing along from the beginning until the last song.it was crazy night for me.it all worth it.oh and the girl who came up on stage , you are so fucking lucky.najihah aziz,you are so fucking lucky i tell you.did i tell you,im the one who spotted joel madden at bieber's concert.heck yes,ahaha he was few feets from me and i was screaming like crazy and afiq took a picture with him cause the security halau me.gosh -__-

i turn down my melaka project for this concert and now,i have bigger problem with my lecturer.i hope they wont extended me cause this is my last sem.and i hate my college so much.they run this college like a business not like a student centre.so fuck you cause still trying to ask us money and make 8 million ringgit per sem.so fuck you.
i hope cik ridhuan will back me up and still giving me another task.wish me luck guys.

home,will never be the same.i still dont want it to be the same cause i thought everything is coming to the end and no more issues and dramas.drama do not want to leave me even a day pun.so guys,wish me luck to face all these stupid dramas.

this year,starter not going so bright.everything is dull.to friends,love life till family.except for my study,average.went to college to get my result.3.17 isnt good enough due to the fact i did not study at all because of work and dramas.thanks yo.

afiq,you all know him right?my boyfriend.yes,sangat gedik panggil boyfriend.lol we are now currently 2 years and 5 months old relationship.we did not fight for a long period but when we argued ,it hurts so bad.

ok,after i finished my study,i want to work at this malay restaurant in london.i think afiq's uncle is the owner of the restaurant.or anywhere outside malaysia.gain more experience is what i need right now.

to open a bakery and coffee shop when im 30 is a must.oh i did enlarge my left ear.haahaha it was a bit pain.but my ear all better now.i think i wanna go to bangsar
to have my peaceful time tomorrow.will update more things okay.

take care everyone.i will update pictures for the next entry.toodles

2011-04-16T20:20:00.002+07:00

hi,it is been weeks i did not update anything.sorry for the lack of updating.i dont have the mood to write,busy?a bit.most of it,lazy.

these past few weeks, starting with the MGMT live in Malaysia.It was nice.cute boys,songs,but the worst part is that ,the band who opening for MGMT totally turn off.just saying,but i did not know a single lyric at all.overall,it was totally nice.i wish elya would tag along with us on that day.

dramas,would not leave me a single day to rest . i gained weight like a lot,and my confident turns down like really really fast.effects my mood every single day.sometimes,i get a sick feeling.everything about my life is so empty.why at this age,i have to face all this craps?why dont you guys fight when i was 1, or 4 years old.i hope that everything is so bright and new.and happy.

as you all know,im going to justin bieber concert on 21st,489$ hellyeah!,im stoked and im excited.maybe i could be the OLLG Malaysia.aha who knows.

roll it up

2011-03-27T12:32:00.002+07:00

MGMT was lovely.friends are super awesome.

I am okay,Im just not happy.thats all

20.3.2011

2011-03-20T13:28:00.003+07:00

hi ,

I write things everyday.not here,in my phone.So im going to be hiatus for a moment.not for a long period.anyway , happy birthday noreen .semoga dipanjangkan umur.

p/s : farah,where u at homie?

2011-03-13T22:50:00.002+07:00

Went to Market Hall Pavilion for dinner with Afiq .spent our weekend for the first time on Saturday in KL .It's been 8 months and this is the first time.brought Billy along with us.He's out of control and we had this awesome Australian + Italian combination pizza.best pizza we ever had.eventho the price can gives us all shitbrick.

need to have one short vacation.pronto

merah putih

2011-03-12T22:00:00.004+07:00

hai, just finished my exam early this evening.so relief but yet still not in the right mood to talk or to do fun things.heh.

lets start with study,on jun Im going to do my second practical and voila!,next year ,InsyAllah I will be doing my degree.hell yes.this is fun.Soon to have my own bakery shop ,nice job and happy life.what I have been dreaming all this while.

looking forward to go for a short vacation,singapore or bali?maybe australia is fair enough?haha inside joke.lol yeah,need to save up some money for london end of this year.:/

I bet you all heard about japan right now aite?Pray for Japan.and worldwide.World might be comes to an end.repent repent.

اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنَ الْهَدْمِ، وَأَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنَ التّرَدِّي، وَأَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنَ الْغَرَقِ، وَالْحَرَقِ، وَالْهَرَمِ، وَأَعُوذُ بِكَ أَنْ يَتَخَبَّطَنِي الشَّيْطَانُ عِنْدَ الْمَوْتِ، وَأَعُوذُ بِكَ أَنْ أَمُوتَ فِي سَبِيلِكَ مُدْبِراً، وَأَعُوذُ بِكَ أَنْ أَمُوتَ لَدِيغاً ٭ رواه ابو داود

Yaa Allah aku berlindung kepadaMu dari kejatuhan,dan aku berlindung padaMu dari tergelincir, dan aku berlindung padaMu dari tenggelam, dan terbakar. Dan aku berlindung padaMu apabila syaitan menjerumuskan padaku ketika akan mati, dan aku berlindung padaMu apabila mati dalam keadaan mundur dari agamaMu (murtad), dan aku berlindung padaMu apabila mati karma di sengat.

2011-03-06T12:22:00.001+07:00

see you guys in a week .

2011-03-05T19:13:00.000+07:00

dont let it washed away

2011-02-19T22:41:00.003+07:00

to whom who still have family bonding yang still strong, please jaga elok elok bonding family itu even tarik muka dengan parents and siblings sendiri.

please,ego itu biasa.tapi bonding itu kena ada.tak semua manusia dapat family bonding yang kuat .trust me,it makes a whole lot of difference.jaga elok elok.

to me,i would trade my own soul to have the family bonding.

manhattan

2011-02-12T21:57:00.004+07:00

you know,maybe this is the time when at my age , you know what you want in your life.its like a wish list in a nice bucket.have you guys think what you really want in your life?

currently ,im doing things in college and work.so my time is like really packed with stuffs and i try to balance it nicely.but looking forward to doing things with my friends.dont have specific names to mention but yeah.:)

try harder

2011-02-05T23:26:00.003+07:00

just happened to have my self esteem and confident back.:] yayy me!

498 bai.siapa tak sayang bai

2011-02-04T13:30:00.005+07:00

result yang teruk,kecundang all way down tidak lagi dapat membahagiakan diri ini.hilang mood untuk mandi,buat assignments,kerja,bersosial bersama kawan kawan yang tidak boleh lagi dipanggil kawan.semua tak serba kena.adakah starter yang tidak bagus bagi tahun 2011?

im in need to have a long pause vacation in my life.tons of assigment to do.deadline is around the corner.and im here still standing in the room waiting of something that wont come.

so stressed.

thanks for the ticket love.i promise i wont fall inlove sangat dengan justin bieber.

sick of it

2011-01-29T23:46:00.002+07:00

bukan nak sangat pun jadi gemuk , nak ejek2 semua bagai.kau ingat senang ke jadi gemuk ni?seluar tak boleh beli dekat kedai cina bukit dekat sg wang.kompem takde size.kena beli dekat dorothy perkins where they have you actual size and length which is cost me rm200 a pair of jeans.

susah.self esteem kau akan jadi sangat low.tak nak keluar dengan kawan kawan.sebab yang lain semua cantik.kau sorang je macam beast kat situ.kau pandai ejek semua.kau tunggu lah nanti kau gemuk.heh tahu la kau rasa apa.

kejap naik kejap turun.blame myself for not controlling my appetite.but i will going to slim my body a bit.few kg's i promise you.cheer up izyan.

my mid term result .. BAD. i wonder why all subjects.5 of em,well seriously i dont have an A pun.cepat lah bulan 6.

ada banyak lagi asaimen nak buat.goodbye

tote,handbags and clutch.

2011-01-20T10:33:00.003+07:00

i never thought that last night is the night i fell inlove with this producer/actor from Malaysia.Ok,I never watch or see any malay movies but i really do enjoy watching scary movies eventho its ridiculous like fuck.

my housemates Najwa and Mak,well known as Kak liza .We went for a late night movie .we watched khurafat.for the first time.haha ok well,for me.haha khurafat,how i can say this.i gave 4 thumbs up for that movie.It was okay,but the main actor,syamsul yusoff is fucked hot.hahaha

did i just say this?gosh.haha but the way he acted i melted.and that movie actually it was okay.but the way they role it.melekat dekat otak melekat dekat hati.i mean pengajaran la.

anyway,as you all know.my bf will be coming on april.so anyone knows where to buy that freaking RM498 ticket.you let me know.much aprc8.:)

p/s : i still cant believe i watched khurafat at cinema.still cant believe i fell for syamsul yusuf.lol

take me there

2011-01-10T00:49:00.003+07:00

how am i supposed to feel right now?it is a mixed feelings you cant tell.
izzit me or people are so dumb ?

dear afiq,thanks for being there for me ups and downs.thanks for being a good boyfriend.thanks for understanding my situation and my problems.thanks for everything.i think im being such a burden to you right now.thanks for being a good listener.thanks for the love.thanks for the susah senang bersama.i would like to love you until the world ends.my feelings towards u ,.. i cant describe it.

new york,afiq and I will visit you in 8 years from now.I promise you that.

chop it off

2011-01-09T11:19:00.002+07:00

hai.

dad and mom off to jakarta this morning.dad didnt even say goodbye at all.Atleast leave me some extra morning la dad.

you know,at one point you just like 'okay i dont care and fuck off' to all the problems and people who fucked up around you.Sometimes,its hard to please each and everyone in your life because na-ah i no robot.

because life is fucking hard i tell you,no doubt.but it takes sabar and sabar to faced it all.am i right?

foot note: justin coming on 21st of april.bitch,see you there.

need.

2011-01-09T08:37:00.001+07:00

vacation.

may the force be with us 2011

2011-01-02T16:56:00.003+07:00

for me,

2010 kindda a good year,least.ending of last year is tragic.Fucking tragic.I hope Allah has a new good plan for me.I hope.Amin.

Hope everyone doing fine.in a good condition.health especially.take care everyone.

2011

2011-01-02T15:48:00.003+07:00

hope this 2011 will be a good year to all of us.Amin! have a good year everybody.

2010-12-26T21:53:00.000+07:00

THERES NEVER A NO

2010-12-26T17:26:00.001+07:00

1. YES
2. YES,BUT NOT NOW
3. I HAVE A BETTER PLAN FOR YOU

2010-12-19T11:17:00.000+07:00

2010-12-16T23:49:00.000+07:00

ayam tu memanggil-manggil.bye

breathe and calm

2010-12-13T00:52:00.004+07:00

I feel so fucked up.It is not about I cant accept that my blackberry got stolen.It just,the feelings I cant control.I am so down.

I dint catch up my studies,my account and my french . I didnt push myself. This is too hard.I wish I can put away all those negatives in a box and when Im ready,I take it out.

less clutter, more space
less consuming, more creating
less junk, more real food
less busywork, more impact
less driving, more walking
less noise, more solitude
less focus on the future, more on the present
less worry, more smiles

I know soon,bad news and good news waiting for me.

terima kasih malaysia

2010-12-10T21:45:00.001+07:00

2 chinese stole my phone.cantikkkkk.kindly PM me your number.bukan BB pin.

yang sedih,

izyan z

billy //

2010-12-06T23:28:00.001+07:00

Billy , say hai to everyone. Everyone?meet Billy .My new pet.

round

2010-12-06T20:28:00.003+07:00

I thought this year will be a great year for me but you know what?long road with a slippery roundabout.

As you all know, Im taking french for this semester.Yeah,first word in our mind when it comes to paris or french is languange of love.isnt?Well,I doubt that.At first ,it was okay and fun.When it comes to grammar and remembering those hard nouns and etc etc.It is not worth it at all.For example,

1 - une(f) (prononuce it as 'yun')
- un (m)
2 - deux (pronounce it as 'de')

a room - une chambre (yun shombre)

room is a female.pen is a male.car is a male.Everything in this world,I MEAN EVERYTHING.got jantina.but in french la.only in french languange.

so 'chambre' is a female. you have to use 'une chambre' ,if u write 'un chambre' ,your room will be a total lesbian. lecturer will give you a zero for that.

French is not that hard,theres a lot of things you have to learn.You have to be in the game,know what I mean?you have to like it ,love it and feel it.If not,none of Madam Dass ajar selama ni tak kan masuk.

And Im taking my least favourite subject.Account. ha account.aku rasa cikgu aku time sekolah menengah sumpah aku , apa lecturer aku ajar satu pun tak masuk and aku tak dapat buat.

But , to seratakan my pointer. I have to paksa myself to love this 2 subject.And I know,susah susah dahulu senang senang kemudian memang boleh pakai.

mari kita sama sama doakan izyan zulaidi dapat belajar dengan bagus dan lagi bagus dan dapat menerima dengan baik subject account and french.

two different stories

2010-12-05T16:32:00.003+07:00

I would never ditch you or maybe suddenly not talking to you for no reason.You yourself know me.I will never do that to a friend unless she or he, hurted me or something.Being nice to someone is a good thing.Your relationship with friends will have a good flow , no problems will occur.nice flow.

I dont mind,seriously.Its up to you if you think Im not that cool to be your friend.Or maybe you dislike something about me.I mean,your life way better than me.Somehow,I was thinking.

These past few weeks,or months, I am being myself.And I am proud of it.You just being someone and pretending you are the IT girl,you just making fun of yourself.

//

Dont take advantage of me.BUKAN KULI BATAK NAK KENA JAGA HATI,BUATKAN SEMUA UNTUK KAU.semua dah besar patut fikir.Tak kan aku nak kena fikir.
Just send me to Switzerland next year.Im going to finish my degree and balik jadi orang sikit.

close friends makes me even more stronger.

2010-12-05T13:42:00.000+07:00

i already plan something something.hmm.

GTFO

2010-12-04T18:15:00.003+07:00

i have a pet.a new pet.a hamster.his name is billy.just bought it yesterday at pets wonderland .He bit me yesterday and now im starting not to like him.so garang and ghetto.bahaha.//

2010-11-28T15:25:00.001+07:00

26th november 2008

2010-11-27T21:03:00.002+07:00

2 years.first word?wow. Fuck,I never dream about having a realationship more than a year.But this one,surely I want to see both of us in future.It feels like yesterday,baru 2 months.Isnt?

He maybe weird but he's a fun to be with.How much he hates me when Im in my mood swings,I bebel to much,how much I hate him being too silent, BUT WE BOTH NEED EACHOTHER TO COMPLETE EACHOTHER.

we do.

I guess , Im being to obsessive to justin bieber.EH no,I was talking about Afiq.:)

muhammad afiq hamidi,if you read this,make sure you dont get the geli geli feeling.
i love you .

Expelliarmus

2010-11-21T12:28:00.007+07:00

harry potter deathly hallows is classic !

Big fan of harry potter since the Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone.looking forward to watch deathly hallows part 2 on june !

(Disarming Charm)

izyanz.

lol << look! drowning man.

2010-11-13T20:29:00.002+07:00

oh hey everyone.I already got my result.and prtty much happy about it. 3.2 baby!so happy because I assume I will get my result below 3 before this because of that freaking subject.haha my friends?yeah,their result not bad at all.so happy for them.<3

this semester will be the last semester for me.and for bahasa kebangsaan,they only offered french.French is hard.I know,languange of loveeee.haha but french is hard.Since I got good results all these past semesters,mom bought me a french phrase book.haha she's excited than me.and dad?giving him my above 3.0 result pun okay for me all these freaking years.but can I have iphong?ipod touch ke..haha

I already ask my sisters,bak sini sorang seratus.green light I guess end of this year?:) love them to bits.

dad's birthday next week on wednesday,I will baked something for him.since I dont have enough money to buy him prezzie.

I wanted to do something something.few list.I'll show you.

#

1.wanted to study in sydney. maybe certificate in pastries or degree in hotel management.either one.
2.wanted to open an independent sandwich cafe.more like subways but im going to add up good french pastries which i baked by myself and coffee.
3.after i finish my degree,first job in my mind - lecturer.
4.correct my grammar.lol
5.slim up a lit bit.55kg sounds nice isnt?
6.trying to ignore and will deleting random people that I dont really need.
7.will save up some money to buy an ipod touch or an iphone.
8.trying to stay close to friends who's with me all the time.<3

you are fucked up.you dont have a life.fuck off.

izyanz.

excuse me hun?

2010-11-08T09:13:00.003+07:00

malam tadi packing setengah jalan.
hari ni pagi bangun macam orang gila packing sampai habis.
turun bawah tengok papa tengah tengok tv,
chelsea menang.

papa : what time you wanna go back?
si comel : papa kata pukul 11.00am?
papa : semalam kata nak pergi tesco beli barang awak.
si comel : hmm.hmm ermm 10.55am la.
papa :mangkuk ayun betul budak ni.

Justin won for Best Male Artist and Best Push Act #MTVEMA.Congratulations baby!

the truth is I dont wanna go back,so sad Im going to leave my comfy bed.shit pergi berapa hari je.jumaat sudah balik.CB

izyanz

dont let the beard fool you,he's only a child.

2010-11-06T21:31:00.005+07:00

happy birthday afiq <3 grow old along with me.okay?i love you.

#feelings

2010-11-03T12:16:00.002+07:00

I'm just worried much about my future. Sometimes, i feel like I'm losing faith.I dont have the excitement anymore.I dont think I can do this.hmm.yeah.Im going shopping tomorow.toodles

izyanz

tokmah

2010-11-01T22:53:00.003+07:00

aku rindu arwah nenek aku.mak aku punya mak.duduk dekat dengan rumah aku.tapi tak lah dekat sangat.kalau nak jalan kaki,memang ketiak basah.kena naik kereta baru sampai tanpa ketiak basah.

dulu sekolah agama aku masa darjah 1,belakang rumah tokmah aku je.Mama hantar aku pergi rumah tokmah aku,pukul 7.15am sudah sampai rumah tokmah.aku fikir,harini ada tajwid,shit.ustaz nak test sorang sorang.Mama pun lepas dia hantar aku,dia blah.

aku pun cakap lah dengan tokmah aku tak nak pergi sekolah agama.Dia cakap takpe,kalau malas tak payah pergi.Perh,green light baik punya.Aku bukak tudung,bukak kain kurung hijau aku,aku gantung dalam bilik tokmah.

aku pergi depan,amek bantal kerusi tu buat alas kepala aku baring tengok tv3.cerita cartoon pagi pagi.aku penat.tokmah panggil makan.perh memang aku syg tokmah.dia masakkan aku telur lauk lemak kuning.aku pun makan.lepas tu krooh krooh kroohh.

pukul 11.30 tokmah kejut suruh mandi siap pergi sekolah kebangsaan.aku pun bangun dengan malasnya.siap siap.bus amek aku.chow.

esok pagi macam biasa mama hantar aku pergi rumah tokmah,aku pun bilang dengan tokmah aku tak nak pergi sebab aku takut kena marah dengan ustaz.dia bagi green light lagi.haha alangkah best nya hidup time zaman jahiliah aku.haha

sebulan jugak lah aku ponteng,last last papa tahu.hahah masakkkkkk.aku pun buat muka seposen dengan papa,shit lepas lagi.haha mama marah .heh aku tahu mama memang garang dengan aku dulu.podah.aku pagi tu ada exam sirah tapi aku dah sebulan kan tak pergi.aku pun cakap la dengan tokmah sebelum esoknya.suruh buat solat hajat supaya ustaz aku tak marah aku time pergi sekolah agama.

aku pergi pagi tu,memang ustaz tak marah aku.power kan?haha aku pun dengan jayanya habis sekolah agama,habis sekolah rendah kebangsaan dengan bangganya.aku masuk sekolah menengah.macam biasa.belajar,balik,bercinta,tidur,belajar,balik,bercinta.ahhh zaman jahiliah memang sangat memalukan.

satu hari tu,aku dengan childhood friend aku,elya.Kita orang satu sekolah dulu.dari kecik sampai sekarang kitaorang kawan tanpa masalah.ceh ceh.tapi satu hari ni,kitaorang tertinggal bus,sebab dia lambat bangun.aku pun melanguk depan rumah dia tunggu dia siap.

jam dah pukul 7.00am.lagi 20minit nak kena bertugas.ahaa kita 2 orang pengawas.best kan?haha sangat inovatif.aku dengan elya pun jalan agak2 nak pergi sekolah la konon nya.tiba tiba elya cakap dia malas,dia nak ponteng.aku pun settt.tapi nak ponteng nak duduk mana.rumah aku?aku takut papa balik kang mati aku.haha

so destinasi terbaik?rumah tokmah.hahaha naik bas pergi rumah tokmah dengan muka senyuman paling manis kitaorang buat.aku pun kelentong tokmah cakap kitaorang ada lawatan apa tapi kitaorang tak pergi.haha ok tokmah percaya.PART PALING BEST.

kitaorang pun baring berdengkur bagai nak gila sebab mengantuk.haha tiba tiba pukul 12 tokmah kejut ajak makan.PART PALING BEST LAGI BEST.tokmah masak lauk ketam lemak kuning.hahah Aku dengan elya lagi senyum sampai telinga.haha

perut dah kenyang,apa lagi.jam dah pukul 1.00pm ,budak sekolah dah balik.ceh.kitaorang pun cakap kat tokmah,nak balik.salam salam then blah.keluar rumah gelak2 sambil tunggu bas.hahah

nenek paling best pernah aku ada.sebab belah papa punya nenek,aku tak pandai nak berkomunikasi dengan dia.biasa lah.orang minang + slang belanda = kau paham? duduk pun gombak.jauh la kan.haha nak manja2 susah.manja time raya je lah.ehem.

aku tak tahu lah kenapa aku cerita.aku rindu tokmah.sebab atuk kawin lain lepas tokmah takde , so aku jarang nak pergi rumah arwah tokmah dah.sebab nenek tiri tu.hmm. aku rindu tokmah la.sakat dia,datang rumah dia malam malam tengok dia pakai stokin bola dengan singlet dengan seluar lembik beli dekat kedai cina tu,datang datang je tengah tengok wrestling dengan atuk.hehe tahu,comel kan?

Dulu,tokmah suruh kemas rumah dia.nanti dia upah,mama cakap nnt mintak upah dekat atuk.aku pun kemas kemas,atuk bagi rm10.aku pun .hmm.rm10.topup je la lepas.aku nak balik tokmah panggil aku ,dia hulur rm50.hahaha lagi bahagia hidup aku.

aku balik,beli topup,junk food sebanyak mungkin and magazine.dulu aku tak baca cleo,galaxie atau HOT magazine,aku baca utopia.haha so aku pun beli la utopia jugak.tokmah memang best,tak pernah kedekut la cerita dia.

adik beradik aku paling rapat dengan tokmah,sebab kitaorang cucu yang paling tua.dan paling dekat.so banyak la cerita lawak nak dikongsi.haha tokmah,tokmah.i miss you la.hope to see you again.:)

Al-Fatihah

Aminah
Erna
Yusoff bin Hj Arshadd

*aku tak ingat nama penuh nenek2 aku.nak tanya bapak aku,semua dalam bilik tengah beradu.ye la.sekarang da pukul berapa.

izyanz

*tokmah suka pergi giant,time bayar nanti keluar rm50 bergulung gulung berhelai helai dia hulur kat cashier,nanti aku yang amek duit baki.aku nak pulang balik kat tokmah ,tokmah cakap "keep the change" dengan slang melayu dia.

this is sick

2010-10-30T21:09:00.002+07:00

yeah,Ika kahwin dengan Boyd.and I was the mak andam.Wearing all pink and nixon troopers as my sunglasses.and Dona is the silat man.Yes,Dona is a man.Dont ask me.Maybe all this while Ejat ialah gay.lol

It was fun,haha I mean I rarely talk and chatting and socializing on facebook.Suddenly,Ika posted on my wall saying she's getting married and invited us to her wedding.haha sick people.

izyanz

do you believe in love?

2010-10-25T22:35:00.003+07:00

Do you ever feel like you really love someone and willing to give up your life for him/her if someone told you neither one of you have to die now? But you hate her/him because he/she's being such an asshole.

or maybe

Do you ever feel like if someone you really love,passed away or something,gone forever or maybe leave you forever and never comes back?You didnt make it to have a talk or chat with him/her for the last time.

or maybe

knowing the fact the he/she doesnt love you anymore but you both try to work things out just to make things easier in your life.

or maybe do you believe in us?

#just saying

quick

2010-10-25T15:10:00.002+07:00

hello everyone,

its 4.11pm and its raining.I love today.wait,now 8.09pm.I forgot what to write now.I took a long pause just now.haha watching DVD's .Tumblring all day.I must be really busy huh today.lol

so comfy my bed,haih I gotta go.Dont know what to write.Maybe if you give me some ideas what to write,I will update my blog EVERYDAY.ceh tipu gila.ha

take care everyone !

izyanz

#obsesi paling kuat

2010-10-24T14:18:00.008+07:00

I woke up at 9.30am to be exact.Checked my twitter timeline,and I cant stop thinking about what happened last night.yes,we had a fight and we are okay now.Pretending nothing happen is like the best way to .. eyh, thats not the reason why I update this shit.

I'd probably call myself a liar if I said Im not happy after I bought the FIRSTSTEP2FOREVERBYJUSTINBIEBER

I cant believe Im inlove with this kid.I know,he's only 16.But what can I say, wait.I do know what to say.Im speechless and Im happy at the same.I feel lost when Im in the bookstore earlier this evening.My mind wants to explode by itself,I feel like my intestine dropping out from my ass until I saw first step to forever on the new section.

I cant believe I spent 75bucks just to get this awesome book.Yeah,I know right,such a waste.But , dia punya feeling gembira tu macam dapat makan lauk ketam masak lemak. HAAAAAA.Dont hate me haters.

I still listen to others kickass musician like megadeth,set your goals and ..I think Im not going to mention it all here.But he is different.I love him.*ok sangat geli. To all who prty much hate him,stop saying bad things about him.Doesnt mean you listen to Have Heart or ACDC,you can label urself a HC kids.#justsayin BAHAHAHA.

Im still the same old Izyan,but just have a slight huge crush on justinbieber.HEHEHE.

izyanz

athilah is zee coolest / deyda

2010-10-22T00:56:00.004+07:00

I posted something on twitter last night, 'bagi aku tajuk apa nak ditulis dlm blog harini' , and tadaaaaa.*buat muka seprais.

ok.straight to the point lah.cuti sem memang buat purse aku kosong,sangat kosong sampai keluar debu.

tiba tiba aku jalan konon la nak pergi kedai mamak tu kan,aku tersepak bag kertas ,aku bukak dalam tu ada duit ringgit malaysia.aku tak kira tapi aku tahu banyak amount dia.aku rasa,happy time tu macam aku tengah webcam sama justin bieber.his jawline makes me wanna gooo UMMPPPHHHHH.ok dah lari topic ni.

cerita dia sekarang,memang imaginasi lebih sangat pun tak boleh kan?

tinggal kan boyfriend,kahwin dengan dato seri yang gatal tu.dapat duit,cerai kan dato ,lari pergi jumpa justin bieber .AWESOME!

inmyfuckingdream.

ohh im so happy and i dont give a shit

2010-10-21T10:03:00.004+07:00

I cant help it, I miss my boy so bad.We only talk to eachother around 9.30 am - 10.30 am and 11.30pm - 1.00am.Im sick and tired of sitting around and waiting.No, I dont mean that Im bored or something,No.No.It just I dont like to be this sad every night.I wish I could be happy as fuck everyday.

Perhaps god has plan something for us,maybe I could be toughen a little bit for awhile.so whats new? I missed paramore concert on tuesday.Yeah, my timeline full with everybody saying 'Im going to paramore','hayley,cant wait to see you' bluarghh.Ok insert jealousy tone right there.Thanks to dad for not giving me the chance to see my hayley.Lol.

I have been downloading independent movies,most of it stupidfuckingmoronretarded movies.Im enjoying the moment before the new semester starts on november.So now,I want to slim down a little bit,ahh yes,I have said this so many times and yet Im still as huge as a _ _ _. cow,cow,cow.NOT PIG.oink.

I dont have anything to update,really.Basically I just wrote what happen this past few days.Ive been loitering around and spent my money on things like magazines,FOOD,FOOD,FOOD,and FOOD.What else to do?when you got nothing to do, you eat.When you loitering with your friends,you eat.yeah,Eat eat eat eat until you get fat.And complains.That is what I do best.

Next 2 weeks,say hello to November,and what I really like about November?Afiq's birthday and our 2nd year annvsry .Yeahh man.Im still thinking what to give for his birthday. Maybe a small party?or maybe just two of us having dinner?or maybe,something something.Still, I cant decide. Dad's birthday is on 16th.:]

oh my god, I took 1 hour to write this shit.haha
takecare everyone and malaysia so hot kan?

izyanz

Keep calm and smoke weed

2010-10-14T23:12:00.004+07:00

oh hey everyone .

sometimes when you are in a comfort zone, there is always something bad will happen.Happiness is absolute.Yes,true indeed.But,problems will always occur in every way possible to teach us to stay tough , mature , and we have to take it as a challenge of life.

And for me , problems never fail to make me cry. They always win. I am fragile , but what makes me stronger ? By seeing someone else faced their problem and solve it in a good way and mature.

be patient is what I do almost everytime when problem come to visit me. I took a very long time to solve and make decisions on issues that hit me.

Example ,

I suppose to finish my Diploma this October.Which means this month.All this while what I did is study and get a good pointer.I dont even give a damn about what subject Im going to take for each semester.All I know , my mentor ask me to get above 3.So I can take any subject without any problems.My mentor decided for us what subject we are going to take for each semester.If below 3,you only going to take not more than 3 subjects.

For my first on job training , I spent 6 months training in a hotel without gaji. Very torturing . 6 months onjobtraining for my batch , and then my college realize it takes such a long time to finish the first onjobtraining for students .So then, they decided to make it for 3 months.And I was like what? My batch suffer a lot.

After this , we have another onjobtraining for last sem.I mean second onjobtraining.Few subjects yang tak ambil lagi sebab first onjobtraining yang sangat lama.Not my fault.We pay them , they have to do their job to help us finish our diploma.

Man, it sucks really bad.To make my life more interesting , another problem come and visit me while me trying to be patient about the college thing.I have already plan something for my future.Because of this, semua benda jadi lambat.

Bukan senang hidup ni,makin besar makin banyak tanggungjawab kita pikul.I wish I can turn back time.Main masak masak guna jagung,tomato,sudu,garfu plastik tu.Sekarang , kuali sebesar badan kau kena pegang , 3 cake kau kena buat untuk dapatkan A bagi sebject RO.Dulu masa kecik kecik , mama tengah buat cake coklat ,kau celup jari kau sebab tengok very tempting adunan cake tu.

Dulu mama suruh kau kemas katil lepas bangun tidur,kau malas.kau lipat nak tak nak je.Sekarang,kau kena make sure takde sikit pun wrinkle dekat katil king size yang kau akan jual RM200 satu malam.

Contoh lain , dulu senang nak lukis rumah idaman masa umur 7 tahun.Sekarang?Jawab la sendiri.Okay aku dah terpesong.

keep calm and be patient.

izyanz

Billy

2010-10-13T12:35:00.000+07:00

hey, I remove some of blogs that i rarely read , add some followers that I think 'hey why not i spend my time reading those awesome blogs i randomly pick'.Remove some overrated colour , and deleted my previous entries.I deleted all of em.Bad memories most of em.haha .Ok not funny.heh.

Almost 3 weeks i did not update anything.Too lazy to write.What to write now?hmm.
ha. I spent almost of my time online-ing with tumblr.As you all know, I have another blog.click here Very addictive.To see such a nice and pretty pictures and always have something related to your life.And of coz to see the biebs in action.Haha.Dont stalk just follow and reblog.

I am on my holiday now for only 35days.Just resting and do something that makes me happy.oh and Im out of words.Im going to write random facts so you guys wont be like 'hey Im going to close the tab now.Her blog like so boring liek duhhh' I bet you guys read that with a tone kan?HAHA.

#IZYANFACTS

1.I secretly in love with Justin Bieber , I bet you all know about this.

2.I used to be a girl who listens to HC/METAL/MUSIC-THAT-YOU-CANT-BARELY-WHAT-THE-SINGER-SINGS.

3.I changed a lot.All these mentation shits gotta go.

4.I hate cockroach.

5.In a relationship with a guy.

6.I can easily spent RM50 and go home without any new stuffs.

7.I love to cook . and I love food.Fav - cabonara meatball.Well actually Im craving fo this .haha

8.Until now , I still questioning myself.Where on earth all those kids like age 13 to 17 get the cash.Like you know what i mean?You are still in school and you have Iphone?

9.Wanted to stay in London or maybe Canada. Have a job there , a life.

10.Trying to save up some cash to buy something.

Oh I finished all those facts in 30 minutes.And now Im going back to tumblr.Feels like I evacuate my own blog.Ok Im being such an ass.Well I hope you guys happy with this new blog.New me I guess.I am going to upload pictures later on.

Take care everyone,

izyanz.